August 21. The sum of all my fears.

today i just don't know.
I guess that's the hardest part of letting go.
my fear is chasing me down empty halls.
i have no clue of what to think or feel at all.

i know time will let us go so i need you
more than you'll ever know.

i waited two days and my body couldn't wait anymore.
then i saw you and i knew i knew for sure
because seeing you was the best part of today.
i just want to hold you.
i want to give it all away.

i know time will let us go so i need you baby,
more than you'll ever know.
i wrote letters in hopes that you could see my heart.
i'm sorry for letting my hands precede your part.

i'm exactly where i hate it.
i am the sum of all my years;
but i'm learning,
i'm learning to FEAR.
to fear the stars and the ONE who made them
that's where all learning begins,
when you realize love can only come through
Him.

-Joy In Tomorrow: The heart

This sums up everything I feel right now.
I love this song.
so simple, yet so deep.